Thursday, March 17, 2016

I turn the lights off everywhere that I'm able to turn them off, to use a toilet or take a shower or get dressed or undressed.

March 17, 2016


I do that because of all the times that I have gotten victimized by voyeurism in places where I thought or hoped that I wouldn't be.

While taking my shower in the dark tonight, I couldn't remember whether or not I had washed my hair.  It took several minutes for me to have any memory of having washed my hair, and all that I could remember was having tried to tell the shampoo from the conditioner.  

When I got out of the shower, I didn't know where the sink was, even though I am so used to being in bathrooms in the dark that I knew where everything in the bathroom in this apartment was almost as soon as I started to live in it.  




That's the address for the pages of search results for a Google search from tonight of the term "trauma short term memory loss."

I don't think that this development of my thinking process will help my grades.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, March 17, 2016 @ 10:14 p.m.