There is not one ad, magazine article, song, television show, movie, social media publication, or anything else where people have "talked" about me for 7 years that I have asked them to publish or be part of.
Do the people who have droned on and on about what I look like for 7 years think that I haven't meant it when I have said "STOP TALKING ABOUT ME; YOU ARE OFFENSIVE" every day for 7 years?
How many people who have watched illegally filmed video of me, passed it around, masturbated while watching it, and laughed about it, who hack my phone and email and spend all of their time obsessing about what I'm doing in what is supposed to be the privacy of my phone and wherever I live really think that I'm more invasive of their lives than they are of my life?
I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE BECAUSE OF THEM! THEY HAVE MADE MY LIFE A HELL OF ISOLATION, HARASSMENT, STALKING, VOYEURISM, AND PERMANENT DAMAGE TO MY REPUTATION THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY EVEN WHEN I'M DEAD!
Do they really think that I need them to tell me again what they think about what I look like? How many times do I have to tell them that I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY THINK I LOOK LIKE?! THEY DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO VIOLATE ME!
I don't care what they think I look like while:
-I'm in the shower.
-I'm on the toilet.
-I have my period.
-I am sleeping.
-I am brushing my teeth.
-I am washing my face.
-I am brushing my hair.
-I am trying to prevent or cope with acne or wrinkles.
-I am cooking.
-I am eating.
-I am reading.
-I am listening to music.
-I am doing homework.
-I am doing laundry.
That is a partial list.
Those people have proven that whatever it is that they feel about me, it has nothing to do with caring if I live or die. There wasn't one phone call, not one email, not one letter to corroborate to the police or to anyone else that the voyeurism in my last apartment wasn't a false accusation; nothing, not from even one person who knew that I was telling the truth, who knew that the voyeurism wasn't a false accusation in the apartment before that, who knew that I was evicted in 2013 because of my "false" accusations that were true. Even one person could have prevented my having to be homeless again FOR THE THIRD TIME SINCE 2011.
My being homeless again from their smug, self-serving, self-righteous, hypocritical abuse hasn't stopped their abuse of me, or their insistence that somehow they are my victims and that everything that they inflict on me or that they encourage other people to inflict on me is retribution for what they think are my wrongs against them; these multimillionaires, phalanxed by the jeering, corrupted media, corporations, cultural institutions and politicians that together form the symbiotic parasitism that is the conglomerate.
Copyright L. Kochman, August 13, 2017 @ 9:33 a.m./No matter what time it is, the hands of the clock are always at DENIAL in the conglomerate's time zone.