I never asked Justin Bieber to say that he would always care about me, and he didn't have to look for an excuse to viciously say to the world that everything he said about caring about me is something that he doesn't want to be obligated to feel or do. I never asked for his declarations of undying love, and I certainly have not tried to make him feel that he owed them to me. What he seems to have done is to try to absolve his feelings of guilt about treating me horribly by acting as if I deserve it, instead of acknowledging that he doesn't feel undying love. I never asked him to feel undying love, and I have known the entire time that he's too young for me, and that the things that he was saying were the sort of thing that very young people often say even when they're not in relationships with the people that they're saying them to. His brief infatuation has turned out to be what I said it was, and not what he wanted to think it was; it was infatuation and not love. I didn't blame him for it not being love, and he doesn't need to act as if I deserve to be abused because he's not infatuated anymore. I didn't want him to be infatuated, nor have I tried to get him to love me, nor have I wanted to hurt him for no reason or make him unhappy or to get anything from him.
"You didn't deserve my love, you evil b----" instead of "I am a young twenty-something who is embarrassed by being rejected by someone who is aging and unpopular and I also don't want to admit that what I thought was my undying love wasn't actually that big of a deal and I'm pretty much over it even though it's only a few months since I said I was feeling it" is not the mature response.
I don't lie about my life, nor do I avoid my responsibilities.
That video is horrible. Please take it off the Internet and stop it from playing everywhere.
Copyright L. Kochman, December 3, 2016 @ 2:57 p.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon.
