I got 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night, and I haven't slept tonight.
If it's like this for another 24 hours, I don't know what else I'll be able to do except try to get medical treatment. My school situation has deteriorated from being at least stable a few weeks ago to my being about to be expelled because of being bullied and lied about.
I'm supposed to finish two finals this week and also get ready for next week's hearing that will ruin my academic career and my professional future. Even while they're saying that I'm too crazy to know that I'm crazy, and they're using my supposed craziness as their excuse to expel me, they're causing me so much stress that I'm being driven to a nervous breakdown. They want me to leave the school; they are not interested in listening to anything else.
They don't care about all the studying that I did, or how difficult it was to do that while being homeless for the first part of the semester. They don't care about my having lost my temper far fewer times than I kept it; it's not as if school were the source of all of my stress this semester. The conglomerate is always attacking me, no matter what I'm doing. I have also had online and physical stalkers every week. Last week, someone wrote "I'm stalking you bitch" to me multiple times, and then someone who seemed to have my phone hacked started writing graphically threatening messages. I changed my phone number.
Copyright L. Kochman, May 11, 2016 @ 2:00 a.m.
