These are pictures from today of messages that people have sent to my current YouTube blog, "The railing is too low at the library."
"calaragazza" wrote a lot of abusive messages to at least two of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston" and "Please don't kill me."
He has no idea what my work history is.
All of the biotechnology programs for which I have applied are training programs so that people can start working when they graduate.
I don't know why there so many people, like "Narwhal OfFate," who think that they have the ability to know when someone is mentally ill.
The articles about science that I read and brought to my interview for the Just A Start biotechnology training program were articles that I found online by doing searches that had to do with science. Nobody told or asked me to do that additional reading. The technical articles were far past anything that the program tested people for and far past anything that it taught.
I hate filming videos about the conglomerate. From the beginning, in 2010, I protested that the conglomerate's behavior made it necessary for me to write about what it was doing. If the conglomerate would stop, then I wouldn't have to write or film videos about it anymore.
I got fired from my last two jobs after being sexually harassed literally every day that I worked and being called crazy because I objected to being harassed. Mental illness didn't stop me from working; the discrimination to which people who have psychiatric histories are routinely subjected did.
I don't perceive every action as being hostile or about me. When people are courteous and friendly to me, it's a lot less difficult for me to be courteous and friendly to them than it is for me to be courteous to people like calaragazza and Narwhal OfFate. Like all of the people who abuse me online, I have never done anything to them; they have sought me so that they can publicly abuse me together as guests at my blogs.
Every guest of the Pine Street Inn got a $10 gift card to Dunkin' Donuts for Christmas.
I think it's better to live off food stamps than a boyfriend or a husband.
I don't know if YouTube sends strikes to the YouTube accounts of people who use YouTube to abuse me online. Probably, the people who have sent me death threats have gotten told by YouTube not to do that, but I don't know what happens to people who are just verbally abusive and not physically threatening.
I don't need anyone to publicly prove to people like this that I'm not delusional; I just want the abuses to stop.
Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, January 5, 2016 @ 1:42 p.m.
