Thursday, December 31, 2015

I'm angry about the way that I'm being treated about Robert Pattinson.

December 31, 2015


Other than that, his personal life is not my business.

I would appreciate it if he, his girlfriend and everyone else who hacks my phone would stop invading my privacy.  It's disgusting how much I am abused, and how much I am treated by the people who abuse me as if I'm the one who's doing something wrong.

It's the conglomerate that has obsessed over whether I'll date Robert Pattinson, which I won't.  The conglomerate has done everything that it can to make it seem like I have tried to break up his relationship with FKA twigs, because the conglomerate likes to have "reasons" to torment me and to heedlessly pursue its agenda of crime and human rights abuses which I oppose.




Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 8:44 p.m.


President Obama and Jerry Seinfeld in a car with a "1963" license plate

December 31, 2015

Sarcasm Alert:


Because the goal of everything that happened in the 1960s was for Jewish men and black men to sexually torture women together.

End of Sarcasm Alert.

I will be raped and killed because of what the conglomerate is doing to me.  I don't ever forget that.

I don't run around saying that President Obama should be raped and killed, or that anyone should be raped and killed; why is anyone doing that to me?

That's right; because more than 90% of the writers in Hollywood are men, and they have a lot of money.

President Obama is SUCH A TOKEN!  Showing my vagina to the world won't change that.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 6:58 p.m.

Two staffpeople at the Pine Street Inn have started coughing at me in front of the supervisor to show that she won't stop them, and she doesn't.

December 31, 2015


One of them is the male staff person who has harassed me for 8 months; he coughed at me in front of the supervisor the last time that he worked.

The other one is a female staff person who has worked in shelters for years and bullies a lot of homeless people.  When she works in the shower room and screams at the women to hurry and get out of the shower, she'll scream things like "I'm not looking at your pussy; I just want you to get out!"

A few weeks ago, the guests were told that they, guests, can't swear at the shelter.  Hopefully, that will stop her from screaming things like that at guests, but I wouldn't surprised if it doesn't.

Shelter staff tend to be divided into those who abuse guests and those who think it's terrible to abuse guests but who know that the shelter system is so rife with abuse that they are risking their own jobs by trying to stop the abuses.  That problem didn't start because of the conglomerate; however, like a lot of problems, the conglomerate made it worse.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 5:28 p.m.

Prank mail that I got today

December 31, 2015







Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 5:11 p.m.



The birth of Robward's girlfriends

December 31, 2015


"You need to hunt."

"What sort of food do I need?"

"Usually, my girlfriends prefer to hunt Lena."

"All right.  Will they be out there hunting her when I am?"

"Maybe.  It depends on how many people who want to be my future girlfriends are also hunting her."

"What should I wear?"

"I'm liberated; I don't have a dress code for my girlfriends.  I have noticed that Jacob and his friends like hunting in extremely casual attire."

"I'll wear that, then."

"Good.  I'm so glad it's not true that vampires can't be photographed-I mean, I'm sure you'll feel less burdened by wearing the least amount of clothing possible."

Hours later:

"Why is it that Lena never seems to die?"

"I don't know.  She's probably part vampire and lying about it.  That's what we all think but can never prove it."

"When will this terrible thirst slacken?"

"I'm not sure.  I know how you feel; it's embarrassing that we all hunt the same, tired, old prey every year and all that happens when we sink our teeth into her is that she squawks for a while and then we all slink off and get indigestion."



Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 4:23 p.m.

The conglomerate inevitability of Donald Trump

December 31, 2015


How do you deal with someone who shouts over everything that you say, takes pride in not being a nice person, and is contemptuous of people who are concerned about how impolite he is?

Gosh, I don't know.  I do think that the conglomerate has spent 6 years creating the societal conditions in which someone who is showing that he's a bully far before election time is Number 1 in the polls for his political party.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 3:10 p.m.

Today is the first time that I have ever been grateful to paparazzi.

December 31, 2015


I can't condone it when they mercilessly harass people.

However, maybe they have a role that I never understood before:  Keeping Spoiled People Who Have More Power Than They Should Honest.

I also am glad that they have never hassled me.  During all of these years, they have never antagonized me in person. I have never even seen them at a distance.  Of course those magazines could have torn me to shreds for years, and they have not made me famous.  Why they have respected my request that I not be made famous, I'm not sure.  Maybe they know that everybody has a lot more reason to hate the average celebrity than most of the world knows.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 2:28 p.m.

I AM TOO OLD FOR THIS!

December 31, 2015


People need to stop accusing me of enjoying this pathetic, stupid morass.  

Hollywood relationships are a waste of everybody's time.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 2:01 p.m,



Such a total, unfair bunch of crap

December 31, 2015


What I was thinking before today was that PattinFKA was probably having problems, because she seemed so upset.  No, they're doing fine, because they've been taking all their crap out on me instead of dealing with each other.

I AM NOT AN ALL-PURPOSE SCAPEGOAT FOR EVERYBODY'S PROBLEMS!

Yes, I know that this post will make the people who have accused her of being a fame-seeker start attacking her again.  I'l defend her later, when she stops making me hate her.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 1:53 p.m.

Dear Hollywood

December 31, 2015



Please stop triangling me into your relationship problems.


Sincerely,

Lena 


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 1:34 p.m.



I can't believe that my entire day is being spent on this conglomerate-driven drivel.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 1:28 p.m.

If Robert Pattinson and his girlfriend weren't being abusive, I would be happy for them that they're spending the holiday together.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 1:27 p.m.

What's the conglomerate's New Year's Resolution?

December 31, 2015


"This year, I'll think of more ways to make people hate Lena Kochman."  

I am PSYCHIC.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 12:51 p.m.

This bullying moment is brought to you by Google and YouTube.

December 31, 2015






The "Watch and remember the moments of 2015" link goes to this:








I'm sorry, is everyone at Google and YouTube also trying to say "Lena tried to steal my boyfriend by showing him her neck?"






Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 12:42 p.m.









Most of the time, I have not succeeded at getting hateblogs about me removed from the Internet.

December 31, 2015


Apparently, they meet the Community Guidelines of their host websites.

This is the Web address of one of them:



It's a YouTube publication, by someone who copied the name of one of my past blogs, "effectsofmaledominance" and called his or her blog "effectsoffemaledominance."

A lot of people have taken videos that I filmed and published and they have spliced them together and created their own publications about them.  That one has gotten more than 200,000 views and 900 comments.  YouTube doesn't seem to care that I copyright the videos that I publish, that this blog was created to be malicious and reputation-destroying, or that people write things to it such as:






There are so many hateblogs about me that I couldn't get rid of them all if I tried.

Apparently, the conglomerate just doesn't seem to think that enough bad things have already happened to me.  It continues to pummel me about "being a slut" every day, while the people who create these blogs pummel me about "being crazy" every day.

It's about to be 2016, and the conglomerate is obviously excitedly anticipating another year of turning my life into a freakshow.


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 12:01 p.m.


YouTube doesn't care about all of the porn and the disgusting, racist, sexist, harassing or just totally stupid and irredeemably vulgar things that people publish at its website.

December 31, 2015


It thinks all of that meets its Community Guidelines, while my documenting being sexually harassed by a government employee who is part of a government department from which employees have stalked me for years is unacceptable.










That's the first page of YouTube results for a YouTube search from today of the term "fucking bitch."


Apparently, that and all of the other videos at YouTube that correspond to a search of that term meet YouTube's Community Guidelines.




Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 11:41 a.m.

"People like me"

December 31, 2015




That's a picture from today of messages that someone sent to the YouTube blog where I just stopped publishing, "Please don't kill me."

If I stole somebody's rich and famous boyfriend or husband, people like this man would stop calling me crazy.  I could surround myself with people who would make my life very pleasant all the time.  6 years after rich and famous people started saying that they wanted to date me, I haven't dated any of them.  Yet, I get abused all day; I've been abused every day since rich and famous people started to ask me out.  I get abused by those rich and famous people because I reject them, and I get abused by people who act like I didn't reject them, and I get abused by people who call me crazy for thinking that rich and famous people know who I am.  I don't need anyone to prove that I'm not crazy; I just want the abuses to stop.

YouTube has upheld the strike that it gave to the video that I published that showed a U.S. Postal Service employee who had harassed me.  If more strikes are given to that blog, I could lose the entire blog; months of documentation.  It has happened before, to other blogs where I published video of men who had stalked and/or harassed me.






That's a picture from today of the message that YouTube sent me about my appeal of its decision to strike the video.


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 11:31 a.m.
  

NOBODY has ever dissuaded me from dating a celebrity by threatening me with the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me.

December 31, 2015


Every celebrity whom I have considered dating has needed no help from anyone convincing me that he'd be a bad boyfriend who would treat me horribly and make me miserable.

Maybe I should make this very clear to everyone who just doesn't seem to understand it:  If there were a man whom I wanted to date and whom other people tried to stop me from dating by threatening me with voyeurism and involuntary pornography, their threats and even the carrying out of those threats would just make me more determined to date him.  I would laugh in your faces; I'd look at the videos of me online and laugh at those, also, laugh that people could think that the proof of crimes against me could ever make me feel guilty.

The SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me are proof of how much I don't want to date jerks.

Say what you want; do what you want.  How I really live and the decisions that I make speak for themselves; it's just not loud enough to break through your evil stupidity.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 11:14 a.m.

I'm not the one who's making celebrity love lives front page news every day.

December 31, 2015


I'm not doing anything wrong; the people who are abusing me are just abusing me. It's just abuse.

It would be one thing if FKA twigs were languishing, alone and broken-hearted for the holiday.  Then I might have continued to ignore her vicious behavior.  She's not, though; she and her vicious boyfriend are together.

Since they're together, WHY DON'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE, AND WHY DOESN'T EVERYONE WHO'S ABUSING ME LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT THEM?!

The smug, continuing horrible treatment of me would also be more understandable if I had tried and tried to break them up and then all of a sudden there were pictures of them together on the Internet.  I didn't do that, either, AND LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE DID.  

I don't care about the holidays that much; I am used to spending them alone or in shelters.  What I don't understand is why so many people are spending THEIR holidays being horrible about me.  You can't think of something better to do?




That's what an article online says is a current picture of Robert Pattinson and FKA twigs.

I have not prevented me from being able to meet people whom I could date in a normal way; the conglomerate has done that to me, and continues to act like being miserably abused by celebrity men and their girlfriends is how I most want to be spending my time.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 10:53 a.m.

Jealousy

December 31, 2015


Robert Pattinson and everyone else who thinks that I'm upset because he's spending New Year's Eve with his girlfriend can save a lot of time and pages of my ridicule by him not starting to post "I love you, Lena" messages at Instagram so that I don't have to reject them all while the conglomerate slowly realizes that I mean it.

I could have dated him.  I said no.  The conglomerate has gotten everything that it could out of making my life even worse over the past year because of him.  There is no reason for him to be abusing me, for his girlfriend to be abusing me, or for the conglomerate to continue to exploit me.

They're together; all right, so why hasn't the abuse of me stopped?  I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHOM HE HIT ON WHO SAID NO!

What is the problem?  I think that I know what it is; the conglomerate is so horrible that it thinks that people who try to be nice are just trying to make people think that they're nice so that they can get something from them.  What's their attitude, "Stop faking all that niceness; be horrible all the time so we can see it."


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 10:40 a.m.

Note to the conglomerate about how your scare tactics are counterproductive

December 31, 2015


I am so angry about the way that I'm being treated by Robert Pattinson and FKA twigs, and I'm so angry about the way that I'm being treated by the conglomerate about that couple, that I would be emotionally, vengefully ecstatic if they broke up today.

I'm sure that neither of them would be abusive to me if the conglomerate hadn't told the entire world to be abusive.  Whether or not they are a good couple together apart from how I'm treated, I don't know.  What I know is that I'M SICK OF BEING ABUSED.

I don't know how long it will take me to stop being THIS ANGRY at them.  My anger is about me and not about their relationship apart from me.  I don't have privacy to address my anger; that doesn't mean that anyone who is invading my privacy should interpret anything that I do or say over the next few days to mean that they should break up.

I don't know if they should break up or not; I do know that the conglomerate should STOP ABUSING ME!


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 9:59 a.m.

Robert Pattinson

December 31, 2015


You and your girlfriend are not nice people.

Also; I don't know if you realize that I don't think that mean people are attractive.  I never have, and it seems like all you ever do is think of ways to be horrible to me.  I'll get over thinking anything positive about you at all, if that's what your behavior continues to cause me to do.

I don't care; I don't care about your squabbles with your girlfriend, I don't care about all of your fans reinforcing the idea that what someone looks like is all that matters, I don't care how you feel about me.  

I was never trying to break up your relationship with FKA twigs.  You turned it into that, knowing that you would not have to take responsibility for it because the conglomerate would only blame me.  I don't know what you want, and I don't care.

I hate that it's so easy for people like you to ruin other people's lives.

There's no reason for this:




There's no reason for this:





If you're so happy together, then why are you, Robert Pattinson, always hitting on other women?  Have you noticed that the conglomerate hasn't said anything about you doing that, has never censured you for hitting on other people when you had a girlfriend, while Kristen Stewart's reputation continues to suffer because your emotional abuse of her made her susceptible to someone else?  She had a better career than you did before "Twilight."  You, being male, can do whatever you want, since being in those movies with her made you a star.

I'll tell you why you and FKA twigs are so entranced by the drama of hating me; you both know that the conglomerate will reward you for it.  You'll get money, you'll get attention, you'll get all the things that the conglomerate is constantly accusing me of trying to get by swindling other people, and I will continue to be harmed while you both get whatever you want and continue to act like you're the ones being victimized.

The pictures are of the first part of Robert Pattinson's Instagram and the most recent post at FKA twigs's Instagram.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 9:18 a.m./additions @ 9:39 a.m.


Some of the things that happened today

December 31, 2015














Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 5:37 p.m.

Ivanka Trump

December 31, 2015




That's a picture from today of part of the first page of Donald Trump's campaign website.






Those are pictures of part of the article.

It's not necessarily true that Ms. Trump would have a job that made her subordinate to her brother if her father were sexist.  Family politics often "trump" other feelings.  If Ms. Trump never has conflict with her father, and her brother does, that could set her above her brother for Mr. Trump no matter what he feels about women as a group.  I know nothing about the Trump family dynamics, I'm just saying that giving your daughter a job doesn't prove that you ever encouraged her to develop her own interests outside of what you consider to be her place in your life.

Also; having all the money that you could ever need can make it difficult to understand what everyone else's life is like.  It is sickening how many rich women have participated in the conglomerate's war on women.  




Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:58 a.m.

Donald Trump's social media manager seems to be promoting crime.

December 31, 2015








Those are pictures from today of the some of the recent Tweets at Donald Trump's Twitter page.


Child molestation.  Video cameras in the locker rooms of gyms like the YMCA and Boston Sports Club.  That's what the person who manages Mr. Trump's social media thinks will "Make America Great Again"?




Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:35 a.m.

You can't threaten me with anything that's going to make me care about what vicious people think of me or are going to do to me.

December 31, 2015







That's a picture from today of part of the first page of the New York Times's website.

I don't care.  The New York Times is supposed to be one of the most intelligent newspapers in the world, and, like the rest of the conglomerate, it has shown itself to be a simpering, gossipy, vicious, lewd abuser of human rights.  

I don't need to be threatened into being a good person; what it would take for everyone in the conglomerate to want to be a good person continues to elude me.

There are some things that you just don't do to people; the conglomerate has turned those things into things that happen to people.  It hasn't achieved its disgusting goals because those goals are right; it has achieved them because it has the power to achieve them.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:29 a.m.





Bullying that does not stop

December 31, 2015




That's a picture of the first page of Google today.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:13 a.m.

Speaking of rich, famous rapists who said it was consensual

December 31, 2015




That's a picture from today of part of the first page of the Boston Globe's website.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:07 a.m.

Preliminary pages

December 31, 2015


Please read them.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 31, 2015 @ 7:03 a.m.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Ellen DeGeneres

December 30, 2015


My life is real and IT SUCKS!

"Be kind to one another but make sure that Lena's life is a misery every day."  That's your real attitude, isn't it?  Not that you're saying that; nobody's actually saying "Make this person suffer."

Have you heard of dehumanization?

That's what the entertainment industry has done to me.

I don't know why you don't realize that.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 6:00 p.m.

I continue to be bullied by several staff people at the Pine Street Inn almost every day.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 5:53 p.m.

Some of the things that happened today

December 30, 2015


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Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 5:52 p.m.

I don't need people to prove that I'm not crazy, I just want the abuses to stop.

December 30, 2015





That's a picture from today of messages that someone sent to my current YouTube blog, "Please don't kill me."










Those are pictures from today of messages that people have sent to one of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston."


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 2:12 p.m.

STOP!

December 30, 2015




That's a picture from today of the front cover of the January 2016 copy of Boston magazine.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 1:56 p.m.

It's just hypocritical bullying that the conglomerate does to me.

December 30, 2015

Kelly Rohrbach is hitting on Robert Pattinson.

Robert Pattinson is hitting on a lot of women at once, in the same picture.  It's not atypical for conglomerate, celebrity men to hit on a lot of women at the same time, combining things about those women in their "hit-on" ploy so that it's anyone's guess which one they really want.  Among the unwary, that often results in several or all of the hit-on women trying to show one man that they really like him and want to be the person to whom he turns all of his attention.  If that's not showing off and womanizing, then I don't know what is.  The conglomerate doesn't ever call it that, though; the conglomerate just starts placing bets on which woman will "win."

I don't want to live like that.  I have resisted all of the conglomerate's attempts to force me into that kind of contest, because it's degrading, nauseating and a total waste of time.

I have had years of interacting with celebrities to have it proven to me that dating a celebrity is not what I want.  

I have spent every day of the last 5 years trying to be positive and productive despite the conglomerate's murderous onslaught.  I have never had an alcoholic drink or done any drugs during all of that time.  I haven't resorted to desperate ways to try to make money, nor have I done any of the sleazy things that I'm sure that I could have found someone in the entertainment industry to pay me to do.

If, like Zac Efron, I had ever had an addiction problem, which I never have, the conglomerate would never stop talking about it. If, like Zac Efron, I had ever gotten into a physical altercation because I had chosen to go into an area known for drugs when there were a lot of other places where I could be, which I never have, the conglomerate would never stop talking about that, either.  If, like Sami Miro, I had hit on Leonardo DiCaprio while I was dating Zac Efron, which I never have, the conglomerate would never stop calling me a golddigger, slut and fame seeker.

If, like almost all of the celebrities about whom and on whose behalf the conglomerate tortures me every day, I had chosen to have pictures taken and videos filmed of me showing me in my underwear or naked or in very suggestive poses and then I had published those pictures and video online at social media, the conglomerate would never stop calling me a dirty slut who should be discredited about everything I say.  I have never done those things, either.

If I tried to hack anyone's phone, which I never have, the conglomerate would increase its accusations that I'm a dangerous and deceitful person.

The conglomerate has always had one standard for its behavior and the behavior of the people who promote and support its agenda of human rights abuses, and another, much more punitive standard for me and for everyone who opposes that agenda.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 1:54 p.m.

Does the New York Times remember trying to help Taylor Swift take Zac Efron from Vanessa Hudgens in 2010?

December 30, 2015


That newspaper was not the only conglomerate entity that encouraged Ms. Swift's pursuit of Mr. Efron, while I refused to break up his relationship and the entire conglomerate was attacking me every day.

The conglomerate has attacked me every day since 2010.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 10:21 a.m.

Preliminary pages

December 30, 2015


Please read them.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 30, 2015 @ 10:18 a.m.


Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Kelly Rohrbach

December 29, 2015


I don't know if there's such a thing as being too pretty for your own good.  I never thought so, but it could be that sometimes there were people who thought that about me.  

I am glad that I worked enough on my character not to feel envious of younger, prettier women at my age.  That type of envy only gets worse over time.  I'll probably never be a mother, so it's nice to have a maternal feeling about people every once in a while, without trying.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 7:22 p.m.

Stereotypes

December 29, 2015


I got this picture online.  




I like it when really mean people do something that they never thought would be used against them for a FUNNY joke.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 6:43 p.m.

I don't want to date celebrities.

December 29, 2015






I don't choose the Web addresses that videos get when I publish them at YouTube.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 6:32 p.m.






The Boston Herald

December 29, 2015


Whoever awarded you "Innovator of the Year" created a monster.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 6:17 p.m.

A homeless woman is sitting behind me and literally grunting at me.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:57 p.m.

The Postal Service employee who harassed me today got a lot more attention than he would have if nobody had tried to get the video deleted.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:56 p.m.

Appealing a YouTube strike

December 29, 2015









Those are pictures of what YouTube has to say about the process of appealing a strike.

If it doesn't repeal its strike, I won't be able to appeal other strikes, if I get them, for the next two months.  If whoever got YouTube to strike this video is able to get more strikes against my blog, I could easily lose the entire blog.


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:54 p.m.

YouTube had no right to delete the video of the Postal Service employee who harassed me today.

December 29, 2015

I have deleted and flagged as inappropriate so many messages that people who have YouTube accounts have sent to my YouTube blog to harass me that it could be that one or more of them complained to YouTube about the video of the Postal Servive employee to retaliate and to try to get my entire blog disabled by getting YouTube to issue a lot of strikes against my blog.

These are pictures of the message that YouTube sent me about the video:












I didn't do anything to that Postal Service employee; he harassed me.  

I have no defense against what happens to me every day except to document it.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:45 p.m.

YouTube censored a video in which I talked about being harassed by a U.S. Postal Service employee.

December 29, 2015





That's the message that YouTube has written me about this video.

This morning, I got to a street corner and heard a loud cough to my right.  I looked over and he was the only person there; he HAD coughed.  I started and ended the video by saying "You're being recorded."  I didn't threaten him or approach him; I just filmed him while I talked about what he had done.

He knew who I was and he sexually harassed me by coughing at me.  He waved at me during the video, the second time that I said "You're being recorded," and then I said "He doesn't care," and he didn't because Postal Service employees have stalked me for years.

I wouldn't be surprised if he filed the complaint that got YouTube to disable the video so that people can't see it.  Men who have stalked me have done that before; they know who I am, they've seen my blogs, they harass or stalk me and then they complain to YouTube when I film them and publish documentation of their behavior.

YouTube knows what's happening to me.  YouTube has participated in promoting the conglomerate's agenda for years.  I have to publish videos somewhere.

I don't film videos according to code; I can't edit everything to be a certain number of minutes or seconds.  


Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:30 p.m.

DLD-1707 from North Carolina

December 29, 2015


That car drove past me this morning when I was walking from Boston to Cambridge and was almost at MIT.

Several hours later, when I was walking from Cambridge to Boston, the car was parked at MIT by the side of the road where I was walking and somebody was in the driver's seat.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:12 p.m.

Some of the things that happened today

December 29, 2015



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Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 5:08 p.m.


I didn't say no to Robert Pattinson because I was afraid of the conglomerate.

December 29, 2015


I said no to him because he has a girlfriend, because he's a celebrity and because he's mean and awful.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 8:40 a.m.

Merciless persecution takes a toll.

December 29, 2015


I am preoccupied by being the victim of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.  Most of my mental and emotional energy is being used to try to prepare myself for what it will be like to be disrespected by large numbers of people for the rest of my life because of these crimes that the conglomerate has encouraged to be committed against me.

I also have to try to deal with housing and school and the difficulties of being dependent on an abusive system.  That's in addition to being harassed and stalked and having no privacy, having my phone hacked, and everything else that I talk about every day.

Sometimes I'll be able to read, think and talk about the election, and sometimes I won't.  I have to be able to zone out of everything whenever I need to take my mind off my problems.



Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 8:00 a.m.


Racism will destroy the United States.

December 29, 2015



China doesn't seem to be fazed by the brown and black colors of the people who live south of the United States.






That's the Web address for the pages of search results for a Google search from today of the term "Latin American democracies."


They are troubled democracies.  They are nascent democracies.  Our democracy is arguably in decline.

I don't think that China cares about any of that.  It sees opportunity where the United States sees what it has historically seen, which is a bunch of subhumans who can't be expected to ever be anything except drug fiends, prostitutes, manual laborers, poor, and dominated by blatant and criminal corruption.

Let's say that Donald Trump gets elected President and starts to build the wall.  This is what I think the Chinese government would be thinking:


"You build your wall, another symbol of white arrogance.  Send the message to the world that you're better than everyone else.  While you're doing that, we'll be building the economies of all the places south of that wall, and every argument that you make for democracy to the populations of those places will have to climb over it and explain again how the United States has always had one standard for white people and another for everyone else.  Twenty years from now, when the totalitarian Latin American economy that we financed is flourishing, you'd better have put some doors in that wall so you can try to get some of what we created."


Those are my thoughts about it.  I am not a foreign policy expert.  


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 7:48 a.m.

Preliminary pages

December 29, 2015


Please read them.


Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 7:24 a.m.


Monday, December 28, 2015

Note to celebrities who think I like being videotaped in bathrooms

December 28, 2015


I. Don't. Have. A. Place. To. Live.

You have no idea what that's like.  It means that I am at the mercy of the people who are in charge of the places where I have to put my body every day.

If there are cameras in a bathroom, that means that I either have to turn the lights off or to leave them on if the lights can't be turned off.

You can do whatever you want all the time.  I can do almost nothing all the time, and I have lived like that because of you for six years.

How long do you think that I should have to live like this, putting everything on hold until the conglomerate finally decides to leave me alone, if it ever decides that?



Copyright L. Kochman, December 28, 2015 @ 6:58 p.m.




For what is the person managing Mr. Trump's social media thanking me?

December 28, 2015




I just took that picture of the most recent posts at Mr. Trump's Twitter page.

Everyone's going to see the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me.  I can't make that stop; it's a disgusting and horrifying abuse of me, of privacy rights and of human rights.  Every day that I'm able not to have a nervous breakdown because of that situation is an achievement.

What is Mr. Trump trying to say, that he's going to crucify me because I criticize him?  Does he think that sets him apart from the crowd?  

The videos of me are not proof of sexual indiscretions that I committed; they are proof of conglomerate crime.  Everything that the conglomerate says about them is victim-blaming.  When I try not to act like a victim about it, the conglomerate acts like that means that I'm not objecting to it so it's time to do it some more.  It's sickening.

I have never said that I'm a political expert; I have often said that I'm not.  However, this is the United States, and I have a legally protected right to have an opinion and to write and talk about that opinion, and nobody is supposed to be threatening me for doing that.


Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 28, 2015 @ 6:44 p.m.