I am preoccupied by being the victim of voyeurism and involuntary pornography. Most of my mental and emotional energy is being used to try to prepare myself for what it will be like to be disrespected by large numbers of people for the rest of my life because of these crimes that the conglomerate has encouraged to be committed against me.
I also have to try to deal with housing and school and the difficulties of being dependent on an abusive system. That's in addition to being harassed and stalked and having no privacy, having my phone hacked, and everything else that I talk about every day.
Sometimes I'll be able to read, think and talk about the election, and sometimes I won't. I have to be able to zone out of everything whenever I need to take my mind off my problems.
Copyright L. Kochman, December 29, 2015 @ 8:00 a.m.
