Do you think that I ever forget what you've done to me? Do you think that I don't think about it all the time?
What else do you need to see to believe THAT I HATE IT AND THAT I'LL NEVER FEEL ANYTHING ABOUT IT EXCEPT THAT IT'S THE MOST HORRIBLE THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME?!
Do you need to see me angry about it every day? You've already seen that, for years, and you don't care.
Do you need to see me so depressed about it that I can't physically move for weeks at a time? You've already seen that, and you don't care about it.
Do you need to see me contemplating suicide, all the pills out in front of me, with even a plastic bag to put over my head or a bathtub full of water? You're already seen that, and you don't care about it.
LEAVE ME ALONE!
Copyright L. Kochman, June 3, 2016 @ 7:02 p.m.
