It told itself that the depression that debilitated me during the year that I lived in that apartment was laziness, or that I couldn't get out of bed because I liked having people watch me lying there through the cameras? The conglomerate thought that was exciting? Is that why I got blamed for being victimized, the way that the conglomerate has victim-blamed me about everything else that it has caused to happen to me?
Whenever I left the apartment, I was stalked by vehicles and coughed at by whoever felt like coughing at me. At least it was quiet when I was in the apartment, except for the maintenance people outside of the building and in the hallway and the tenant who coughed while walking past my door and whose child's crying could often be heard from his apartment. When I was in the apartment, I could avoid looking at the ads and the rest of the crime promotion that the conglomerate has strewn around for 6 years.
Copyright L. Kochman, March 13, 2016 @ 3:08 p.m.
