What does the conglomerate want me to do, publicly reject him every day? I haven't seen or read the books or movie whose titles I'm spoofing. I'm just not sure what you people want from me.
Would that mean he gets a break of one day off from rejection every 4 years?
It seems to me that he abuses me because I'm not really beautiful at the level of beauty that celebrities his age tend to date. He's not the only celebrity who spent a few years hitting on me and who has recently gotten more consistently offensive in addition to being offensive in a physically gross way. Rather than be at all grateful that I haven't lied online about what I look like, these hyper-image-conscious people want to think that I deserve to be ridiculed and hated and that I deserve everything that they have done to contribute to my life burdens. Since they can't really justify their own behavior toward me, and they don't want people to think that they are attracted to an ugly woman, and they don't want to think that they are shallow people, they'd rather believe that everything that I say about the many times in my life that I have been and continue to be abused is a lie.
I don't have a problem with not being beautiful enough for someone. Most women are not "beautiful enough" for celebrities by contrast with all of the beautiful people who are around celebrities all the time. What I don't like is being treated like a liar, particularly when someone is calling me a liar to try to excuse his or her abuse of me or to blame on me whatever other problems he or she is having. I also hate it when couples base their relationships on abusing me; that's a sick thing for them to do. You don't think enough people are abusing me already? I'm not hacking your phone; I'm not making money by abusing you.
Copyright L. Kochman, January 7, 2016 @ 2:43 p.m./additions @ 2:51 p.m.
