"White-knuckled?"
It's nothing that you and the rest of the conglomerate haven't seen before; it happened every few weeks or couple of months at my last apartment, before I was evicted based on the landlord's lies that I was delusional and dangerous.
There's nothing that the conglomerate has caused to happen to me or to make me feel that has stopped the conglomerate's abuse of me. Year after year, all that happens is that the conglomerate normalizes abuse of me in its own belief system and tries to make the world believe that I deserve it.
The abuse of me isn't stopping; it's turning into an institution.
I used to think that it would stop eventually, but every year, there seems to be less reason to believe that.
Copyright L. Kochman, June 4, 2016 @ 5:56 p.m.