The last several weeks of school were horribly stressful. That crisis is resolving, but it was a lot to have to deal with.
Once I'm this depressed, it usually takes a couple of weeks for me to get stabilized. If hospitals were safer for me, or if I weren't also taking classes this summer, probably being at a psychiatric facility for a week would be better than what I'll have to do, which is continue to function as much as I can until I'm not overwhelmed.
Everybody has a breaking point. The conglomerate likes to push me to that point over and over. It never cares how many times it does that.
I won't always seem like I'm sad or in a bad mood; recovery is a process, and I also have had so many bad things happen to me in my life that I know how to have some things that I'm able to not feel bad about, in the midst of total horror.
Copyright L. Kochman, June 9, 2016 @ 11:10 p.m.
