Do you think that three hypodermic needles inserted into your gluteus maximus in front of a roomful of people would help to eliminate your "symptoms" of being half-black?
What if you were given those shots because you had tried for days to access proper channels to stop people who were supposed to be helping you and who were instead taunting you with the "n" word, and you finally got upset and threw a cup of water, from several feet away, at someone who called you the "n" word yet again? Do you think that would be fair?
That's the address of the YouTube results for a search of the term "tardive dyskinesia," which is caused by antipsychotic medications like what I was involuntarily injected with at BayRidge Hospital in November of 2014. I was there because I didn't think it was safe for me to be at the Pine Street Inn, where I couldn't get the harassment and stalking of me by a guest, who was arrested for armed robbery a few years before she got to that shelter, stopped by the staff who were working there then.
By the time that I got those involuntary shots, I had already gotten what now seems to be a permanent twitch that happens several times a day, from being at an Arbour Hospital. Many neurological problems that are caused by psychiatric medications are permanent, even when the medications are stopped.
I've never been anywhere that patients' butts were more threatened by needles than BayRidge; not even the Vermont State Hospital. I think it's something that a lot of the staff like doing; they like ganging up on a patient, no matter who it is, and having a gruesome, sadistic, "play doctor for your own pretend good and our sick enjoyment" moment a few times per week. I was never injected with psychiatric medication in my entire life before I got to BayRidge.
You've bullied me for 6 years. Do you think it might be time to stop?
Copyright L. Kochman, June 9, 2016 @ 10:47 p.m.
