Wednesday, July 12, 2017

My fans are always there for me.

July 12, 2017





That's a picture of a message that someone sent to one of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston," tonight.

I have a certain, amused affection for the people who call me a crazy bitch and tell me to kill myself at my blogs every week.  If I were delusional, my life would be much less painful; someone could stop the delusions.  My fans remind me that what's happening to me shouldn't be happening; it's so horrific that they think it has to be a delusion.  The conglomerate, which knows that it's not a delusion, does not want the abuse to stop; in the conglomerate story about me, I deserve it, and so that is a much more vicious story than my being crazy.




Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, July 12, 2017 @ 7:30 p.m.