Saturday, May 28, 2016

"Enjoy being miserable and alone"

May 28, 2016

That's a message that someone wrote to one of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston," yesterday.

The other messages that people have written since yesterday are:

"You are the most craziest deranged overskepticul quick judging person on the planet and I hope you get medical help."

"You are batshit crazy"

"CRAZY"

Also, another conversation between people who use my blogs to write to each other about me has started.  This is the transcript of that:

"what is wrong with her?  honestly I genuinely curious."

"Possibly 'persecution mania.'  I'm not a psychologist, but she seems to fit the description.  Basically it's a paranoia wherein the sufferer believes there are organized plots against them, or that everyone is out to get them, etc. and they will interpret every little thing as intention, directed at them, and intended to harm.  It's a pretty serious mental disorder."


These types of conversations happen frequently between people who write messages at my blogs.  They often publicly write to each other, as guests of my blogs, telling each other that I'm crazy and ridiculing me.  Sometimes, they write about how they hope that someone will hit me and that video of that happening will be put online.  Once, a couple of men starting writing what they seemed to think was a hilarious conversation about shooting me, and which parts of my body should be shot.

I have tried to set my last few YouTube blogs so that nobody is able to write messages to them, but I don't think it's possible to do that.  All I'm able to do is delete what people write as they write the messages and then stop each person from writing to each blog.  When I start another blog, which I try to do every several months because my blogs not infrequently get censored and removed from the Internet, people who want to stalk me online are able to write to me again and then I have to delete those messages and stop those people from writing to me again.

Free speech; like all of my rights, the conglomerate has trampled all over it.  This written blog was disabled from publishing pictures months ago, when I was publishing pages about rape at the University of Virginia.

What's particularly sickening is that the idea of free speech is abused to protect people who say horrible things online about other people for no reason, and to protect people who victimize other people with involuntary pornography.  Whatever the conglomerate wants to say about me, it does, while I am hobbled from defending myself.



Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, May 28, 2016 @ 12:11 p.m.