This was going to be an angry page. I knew what I wanted to say, and I am going to say it; however, it didn't take more than Google results for your name for me to be reminded of all the sad things that have happened and to not want to be mean about it.
You know that I hate being approached about the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me. The conglomerate's references to them never have to do with voyeurism and involuntary pornography being criminal, abusive and damaging to someone's life in a way that is never over, even when the target dies; all of those references have minimized and denied how I feel about this horrible violation. It's not possible that you don't know how I feel about it; I have talked about it every day for years.
Any and all sexual attention from you toward me is not wanted. You should accept that as a fact for the rest of your life. I am not interested, and it makes me unhappy that you haven't stopped trying. It also seems to make your wife unhappy; no wife could be made happy by that sort of behavior. I understand that, although it is immature, cruel and cowardly of her to continue her pattern of blaming me for it instead of telling you that you have to stop for the sake of your marriage.
There's only one person who could possibly be getting something from your behavior toward me. It's not me. It's not your wife. Who do you think it is, and do you think it's fair that you have chosen to force your attention on someone who doesn't want it for years, while your life falls apart and I am plagued by conglomerate abuse about you only because you don't stop?
Is genius thinking something you believe should be confined to the movies? If so, why? I don't think I'm telling you something that you can't understand; whether you choose to understand it or respect it is something I can't do anything about. You're throwing your marriage, your family and your life away and making me unhappy, and the only way for you to stop causing those things is to stop giving me your unwanted attention and to stop threatening me when I tell you to leave me alone.
Copyright L. Kochman, May 30, 2016 @ 2:00 a.m.
