Woods-Mullen Shelter Is A Crime Against Humanity: 2016

Saturday, December 31, 2016

I wish that Rolling Stone would settle with Ms. Eramo.

December 31, 2016

I don't think that she felt that she knew what to do, and she's being scapegoated by the University of Virginia, which is also her alma mater. For years, she did what the school told her to do.

Since the school told Rolling Stone that the magazine couldn't get an interview from her before the article was published, the magazine did not have to publish her name and picture.

She is also a cancer survivor.

The article was supposed to empower women.

Friday, December 30, 2016

I was in the theater for this movie.

December 30, 2016

That's from the Internet.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 30, 2016 @ 10:08 p.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon.

Thursday, December 29, 2016

It's snowing and raining in Boston.

December 29, 2016

It's the worst weather for homeless people, other than freezing temperatures.

When you're homeless, and your clothes get wet, you have nowhere to dry your clothes. If your shoes are wet, you have to wear them.

There are some day shelters that have washers and driers, but not enough for everyone.

The Pine Street Inn used to have some laundry facilities, but they stopped being available to guests in the last few months. I don't know why; it could be that all of the machines broke and the shelter doesn't have the money to fix them.

I don't have to publish pages about celebrities.

December 29, 2016

There are so many celebrities with whom I could have had private conversations, in person or through email and phones, with whom I could have had sexual relationships and taken their money, that I have lost track of them all.

I haven't done that.

Why doesn't the conglomerate round up every derogatory word for a woman that it can think of and flush them all down the toilet, rather than forcing me to live in the gutter where the conglomerate's mind is?

I continue to have reservations about Mr. Tillerson's nomination, but I don't think that I can contribute anything else to the public discussion of that nomination at this time.

Everything that the media reports about privacy is a joke.

December 29, 2016

Everything that corporations and the government say about privacy is a joke.

I am their living joke. Everything that they say to the public is a lie.

What's being done to me is the reality, and is the future for everyone in the world except for the most powerful and the most wealthy.

The New York Times and the rest of the conglomerate have spent almost 7 years establishing criminal privacy invasions, bullying and sexual abuse as "the new normal," while the world has fallen apart.

December 29, 2016

That's a picture of part of the first page of the New York Times's website.

Is The New York Times going to report about organ harvesting in China or the Japanese suicide epidemic?

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

I don't think that President-elect Trump intends to hurt the United States or the world.

December 28, 2016

The United States is a good place, and I think that everyone who ran for President had good intentions. That doesn't mean that everyone agrees about everything. One of the virtues of a democracy is that everyone can disagree in public.

It helps civilization when people are able to disagree without being offensive; I don't succeed at that all the time.

This truck was parked near somewhere that I often am.

December 28, 2016

You can't have sex with children or film people in their bathrooms.

December 28, 2016

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

The New York Times

December 27, 2016

It's not that you can never make mistakes, but that's not what you've been doing for almost 7 years; you have repeatedly committed and promoted crime.

You can't be partially good. The things that you're doing that are wrong are too damaging to people for you to continue to do them. You have the responsibility not to deliberately hurt people, whether you realize it or not. Every media source in the world has that responsibility.

Sexism and mental health

December 27, 2016

This is the address of an article called "The Effects of Sexual Objectification on Women's Mental Health" at the Online Publication of Undergraduate Studies for Applied Psychology at New York University:

http://steinhardt.nyu.edu/appsych/opus/issues/2016/spring/rooney

This is the address of a November 22, 2016 American Psychological Association article called "Sexism May Be Harmful to Men's Mental Health":

http://www.apa.org/news/press/releases/2016/11/sexism-harmful.aspx

This article was published in 2012, but the pharmaceutical industry is an uncontested Goliath.

December 27, 2016

http://www.apa.org/monitor/2012/06/prescribing.aspx

That's the address of an American Psychological Association article called "Inappropriate Prescribing."

The New York Times is hacking my phone.

December 27, 2016

The New York Times is threatening people.

The New York Times is promoting child molestation.

The New York Times is promoting journalistic fraud.

The New York Times is promoting sexual harassment.

The New York Times employs a lot of people who have criminal tendencies.

That's been at the first page of the New York Times's website for at least a week.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 27, 2016 @ 9:30 a.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon./edited, with additions @ 10:11 a.m.

Monday, December 26, 2016

Like I said, the Venezeulan government DOESN'T CARE.

December 26, 2016

This is the address for the first page of results for a Google search of the term "government corruption venezuela":

https://www.google.com/search?site=&source=hp&ei=mNZhWOr1BsGTmQHz-4RY&q=government+corruption+venezuela&oq=government+corruption+venezuela&gs_l=mobile-gws-hp.3..0.3485.13742.0.13949.49.41.6.20.20.0.375.8961.1j22j6j12.41.0....0...1c.1.64.mobile-gws-hp..10.36.2429.1..41j46j0i131k1j0i46k1j0i131i46k1j46i131k1j0i22i30k1.wyM3Fn9Conw

Why weren't the staff at the mental hospital starving?

December 26, 2016

http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/12/25/world/americas/venezuela-hunger.html

Pictures of staff tying restraints on skin over bone in the article about the mental hospital, and The New York Times can't see its own prejudices.

Nobody has the right to abuse me for being beautiful, and nobody has the right to abuse me for being ugly.

December 26, 2016

Nobody has the right to abuse people because of what they look like.

Justin Bieber

December 26, 2016

Please stop your sanctimonious pretension that what I look like has never mattered to you. All it takes is one ugly picture of me for you to want to think the worst of me as a person and to emotionally abuse me in front of the world.

I never asked for you to have any feelings about me. I am really tired of being treated by you as if I am exploitative of you when I have refrained from exploiting you at every juncture.

If I were a manstealer, I wouldn't be single.

December 26, 2016

I have no sex life at all. I don't even have a solitary sex life; the conglomerate has ruined everything.

I live a degraded, horrifying life.

I had one date in 2010; someone followed me and videotaped it, and the conglomerate hasn't stopped torturing me about it since.

I had one date in 2009; someone followed me and videotaped it.

Those are the last dates that I have had.

I have a terrible life, and yet I am abused as if I am a bad person. I am not a bad person.

Couldn't the media do something to help abducted children and teenagers every day?

Charlie Puth

December 26, 2016

I am really sorry that it seems as if I have to reject you again in front of all of these people, when I don't even know if you were thinking about trying to get me to date you.

Please don't take it personally.

Fame. What can you do?

There's nothing that I can do about the way that the conglomerate talks about me.

December 26, 2016

There are lots of people whom I have politely rejected or totally ignored, who seem to have happily continued their lives without attempting to persuade me to date them.

I have the right to talk to people. I have the right to change my mind. I don't spend my time thinking of ways to hurt people for no reason.

So far, I have yet to be persuaded to date a celebrity, and the more years that pass that I interact with the entertainment industry, the more resolved I am not to date one. Even a really nice celebrity is not someone for whom I'm willing to be stalked by paparazzi, have my life displayed to millions of people, or live in what seems to me to be an unstable lifestyle surrounded by people who have a lot of questionable values.

I was surprised by what happened this past summer. I did not expect that I'd be attracting much younger men at my age. Some of it was nice, but a lot of it wasn't, the way that a lot of what happens in the entertainment industry isn't nice, and the way that people my age who flirt with people who are twenty years younger aren't doing something that they need to be proud of.

Sunday, December 25, 2016

I don't want people to gossip about my parents.

December 25, 2016

They're my parents, and I'm the one who knows them. There's no reason for other people who don't know them to publicize their lives.

If I wanted to be a celebrity, I could have already been one for years.

December 25, 2016

Somebody would have helped me to be one, but that's not what I want.

There is NOTHING that the conglomerate says about me that is true.

It is always upsetting to have copyright times for which I know that the conglomerate will attack me.

Charlie Puth

December 25, 2016

Please don't ask me out. I wasn't hinting anything.

I know; it's really difficult for people to resist asking me out so they can know what I'll say, because I never date celebrities.

If I wanted to date a celebrity, I would say something inscrutable, such as "Do you want to go out sometime," to a celebrity.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 25, 2016 @ 4:10 p.m./edited, with additions, @ 4:49 p.m./edited December 26, 2016 @ 10:58 a.m./I will publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon.

My fans don't take vacations.

December 25, 2016

Those are pictures of messages that someone has sent to my current YouTube blog, "The railing is too low at the library," since yesterday.

Those are pictures of messages that people have sent to one of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston," since yesterday.

Is Apple ever going to remove its humongous ads from the Pine Street Inn, where they block windows for elderly and disabled women who live in Single Room Occupancies?

Missing Person "Sandy" or "Sandra"

December 25, 2016

Homeless people disappear all the time. There's no other way to say that.

Copyright L. Kochman, December 25, 2016 @ 11:35 a.m./I published my preliminary page and similar pages last night./addition @ 2:59 p.m.

Saturday, December 24, 2016

Charlie Puth

December 24, 2016

What happened to the "Bella Thorne is beautiful" declaration that you Tweeted several weeks ago? You seem to have deleted it, although and perhaps because that Tweet seems to prove that you initiated your interaction with her and not the other way around.

She is 19, and she's only been 19 for a couple of months. She is of legal age, but she's a teenager. You have 6 years of adulthood that she doesn't have. You can demand that all of her feelings immediately revolve around you in an ego-driven way, or you can give her time to deal with her feelings while you discuss what it means to both of you to be mutually respectful in public and in private, or you can decide not to date a teenager without acting like everything is her fault.

What were you like at 19? Do you feel that you have matured since then?

I don't want to be famous; I want the abuses to stop.

December 24, 2016

I don't write or talk so that I can be famous.

I'd like to be able to write and talk about something other than abuse, but I don't want to be famous.

The conglomerate's promotion of crime and of personally persecuting me threatens everyone around me.

Passwords

December 24, 2016

I used to spend a lot of time trying to think of passwords that nobody who was invading my privacy could interpret as having code value. It took a lot of time and didn't do anything to stop the conglomerate's attacks.

I make myself take the passwords that the online password creators produce.

Dress code

December 24, 2016

I don't want to scrutinize people for what they're wearing. If they're not trying to promote the conglomerate's agenda, if they're dressing normally and wearing things that they like, I don't want to have to worry about it.

The landlord that I had from 2013 to 2014 should be sued for voyeurism.

December 24, 2016

I would not be surprised if other tenants of the people who own and manage those buildings have gotten victimized by voyeurism.

Every building owned and managed by that business should be investigated. Tenants are probably being abused by voyeurism in their apartments all over Massachusetts, and everywhere else that landlords and/or people who work for landlords have heard that I got victimized by voyeurism and that not only was the landlord never punished, the landlord evicted me for asking if there were hidden cameras in my apartment.

Please pass and respect the Martland Act.

December 24, 2016

Nobody should have to helplessly witness rape.

I am treated by the conglomerate as if I have no rights.

December 24, 2016

I don't know what to do about the conglomerate's aggressive and vicious behavior toward me.

Preliminary page

December 24, 2016

No code, all policies operative, all the time.

Treat all forms of sexual abuse like the crimes that they are, including voyeurism and involuntary pornography; pass and respect laws against them.

Please pass and respect the Equal Rights Amendment.

It is journalistic failure when the media distorts a news story to be about something other than what that story is ostensibly about, or when the media promotes crime.

I don't choose excerpts or supporting information for code purposes.

I don't choose the addresses that videos get when I publish them at YouTube.

Policy for people who hack my phone:

When you hack my phone, which you don't have the right to do and which I don't want anyone to do, if you see something that could possibly be construed as being for the conglomerate's agenda by someone who wants to construe it that way, you can know that I am against the conglomerate's agenda no matter what.

If, while illegally hacking my phone, you see something that you would like to interpret as being supportive of the conglomerate's agenda or contradictory to what I'm publicly saying about any subject, you can know that I don't mean it that way.

I'm not hacking your phones. I don't want to hack phones, or email, or anything. I don't want to invade people's privacy.

You're doing something to me that I can't stop you from doing. I would stop you if I could. I have no obligation to stop being who I am just because I can't have privacy.

The Metropolitan Boston Housing Partnership inspection of my apartment was scheduled for yesterday between 8:30 a.m. and 4:30 p.m.

December 24, 2016

Until the inspector called me at 9:00 a.m., I didn't know when during that timeframe he would be at my apartment. I couldn't sit there not publishing pages until specific minutes, and I shouldn't have to do that anyway. I wrote my code policies years ago so that the conglomerate would stop attacking me about my copyright times, but it never has.

Investigating for hidden cameras ought to be part of every housing inspection.

Friday, December 23, 2016

Hours during which it is the most difficult to write

December 23, 2016

My options are to live with no privacy, or not to live.

December 23, 2016

I have no other options. I am trapped.

If other people don't realize that's how I feel, it's not because I don't talk about it all the time. I talk about it every day.

I am never in my apartment wearing nothing other than underwear, but the conglomerate doesn't care how many lies it tells about me.

December 23, 2016

Amtrak Police K-9 car #136 at South Station

December 23, 2016

There also seemed to be a lot of janitors around when I left the train.

I don't appreciate this ad.

December 23, 2016

The conglomerate has victim-blamed me for the voyeurism in this apartment since I obtained the apartment.

December 23, 2016

The conglomerate has victim-blamed me even though the conglomerate knows that I was evicted from my last apartment for confronting the property management about there being hidden and illegal cameras in the apartment and for blogging about it.

This is one of the reasons that I say that the conglomerate won't stop bullying me until I'm dead.

I was homeless for two years before I got the apartment at Braintree Village, and I was homeless for another two years after being evicted from Braintree Village. Landlords do not want to rent to people who have gotten evicted, and a lot of them also don't want to rent to people who have Section 8 vouchers. The conglomerate watched me unsuccessfully email and call one landlord and realtor after another, month after month, and even that has not stopped the conglomerate from bullying me. The conglomerate is the most hateful bunch of people whom I have ever known.

I know that the police won't help me.

December 23, 2016

That letter was put under the front door of my apartment yesterday.

I know that if I talk to the police, the police won't help me. They'll ask me "How do you know that there are cameras in the apartment," and if I answer that The Boston Globe and The New York Times publish articles every day that reference illegal video that's being filmed of me by the hidden and illegal cameras in my apartment, and that the rest of the conglomerate references that also, the police will say that I'm paranoid schizophrenic. Either they won't send anyone to my apartment to investigate, or they'll send a police officer who will walk around my apartment without investigating and tell me that there are no cameras.

I haven't said or done anything that's inappropriate while trying to get the property manager to remove the cameras from the apartment. I didn't confront the property management about it until a few weeks ago, because I knew that the property management would deny it and that I would then be in danger of losing my housing.

If I am evicted again, I will not only lose the apartment and be homeless, I will lose my housing voucher.

What will the next article that The Boston Globe publishes about mental illness be like?

I was evicted by Braintree Village not only for confronting the property management about whether there were hidden and illegal cameras in my apartment, but for blogging about it.

December 23, 2016

The property management characterized me to the judge as mentally ill, and so I lost.

My rights were violated and I was punished for objecting to being victimized by the landlord's crime.

The conglomerate watched me in my apartment and watched me get evicted, and did nothing but abuse me as if it were my fault. I turned the lights off in the bathroom of that apartment for showering, changing my clothes and doing everything else that people do in a bathroom. I obviously contemplated suicide every few weeks. The conglomerate has no remorse.

Thursday, December 22, 2016

The implosion of democracy

December 22, 2016

https://youtu.be/Hiq-pOxD324

That's the address of a video that I published on October 1, 2016.

You're not supposed to have to buy your rights.

How I got evicted the last time

December 22, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RkNJr3Z-_nQ

That's the address of a June 13, 2015 video that I published at one of my past YouTube blogs, "Please don't kill me."

Abusing me is very lucrative:

https://www.masshousing.com/portal/server.pt/document/13819/families_at_braintree_village_apartments_will_see_extension_of_affordability,_significant_property_improvements_with_$40_5_million_in_masshousing_financing

That's the address of an August 3, 2016 article saying that Braintree Village was given $40.5 million dollars by the Massachusetts Housing Finance Agency.

As I have said before, I got the apartment that I had at Braintree Village from 2013 to 2014 because the mental health agency that I was working with had placed people there before, and I didn't know how else to get an apartment with a Section 8 voucher. At that time, I didn't know that I could ask for additional time to find a place to live; you're supposed to get an apartment within 2 months after being issued the voucher, and I was worried about it expiring.

There was nothing about the name of the apartment development or the business that owned it that I could do anything about.

Apparently, Braintree Village has had no consequences to having had hidden and illegal cameras in my apartment or for evicting me for having confronted the property management about the cameras; they have gotten paid millions of dollars for it, when really they ought to be sued and every apartment owned and managed by Peabody Properties should be searched for hidden and illegal cameras.

If I get evicted again, I'll lose my housing voucher, and I'll be homeless indefinitely.

I don't choose the addresses that videos get when they are published at YouTube. People who have questions about my other policies can read them from the last page at which I published them.

I have erased this page.

December 22, 2016

I'll try to deal with what the page was about.

Poor, crazy, lying Edward Snowden

December 22, 2016

Maybe he'll feel better after being subjected to the sort of mental health care that's been provided to Chelsea Manning by the U.S. Government.

http://intelligence.house.gov/uploadedfiles/snowden_report_highlights.pdf

That's the address of a document called "Highlights: House Intelligence Committee Review of Edward Snowden Disclosures."

$927 million is a lot of money.

December 22, 2016

https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2013/jul/11/microsoft-nsa-collaboration-user-data

http://mobile.reuters.com/article/idUSKBN1492O4

Those are the addresses of a Guardian article from 2013 and a Reuters article from Tuesday of this week.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, December 22, 2016 @ 12:02 p.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon.

Wednesday, December 21, 2016

"drink bleach"

December 21, 2016

Those are pictures of messages that people have sent today to one of my past YouTube blogs, "Lena Kochman Boston," which is also one of the first results for a Google search of "lena kochman." Almost everything else at the first few pages of results for my name is a hate blog published about me by people whom I don't know.

I don't need anyone to tell these people that I'm not crazy, because that would not make me less famous. However, this type of bullying is not unique; women are being targeted like this all over the world, no matter who they are or what they say.

This is really hateful.

December 21, 2016

That's a picture of the first ad at YouTube today.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 21, 2016 @ 10:48 a.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon. If I wanted to promote the conglomerate's agenda, I would do that, and I wouldn't use code to do it. I protest against the conglomerate's agenda because it's an evil agenda that hurts people. You can't harass people, you can't sexually abuse them, and you can't treat them as if they have no rights. The conglomerate does all of those things because the conglomerate has no conscience.

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

I have erased this page.

December 20, 2016

I am a Democrat.

The most important part of fashion is that people wear things that they like.

December 20, 2016

When what they wear is the most humane clothing that they're able to buy, that's nice of them.

A crazy liar

December 20, 2016

That's a picture of an ad that's in a public train.

Not that anyone has cleaned the women's restroom at Boston Medical Center, because obviously, nobody has

December 20, 2016

The Caution cone isn't outside the restroom to warn people that the janitor mopped the floor. It's not there to tell the janitor that the restroom needs to be cleaned; I know it isn't because I took these pictures an hour ago and the restroom hasn't gotten cleaned and the Caution cone hasn't gotten moved. I know that there was a janitor around, because she walked into the pharmacy a few minutes after I did.

Caution cone outside women's restroom at Boston Medical Center

December 20, 2016

Psychological help at Boston Medical Center

December 20, 2016

https://youtu.be/cCNtbuRPEEQ

That's the address of a video that I published today at my current YouTube blog, "The railing is too low at the library."

I don't choose the addresses that videos get when I publish them at YouTube.

The conglomerate doesn't want me to write or talk.

December 20, 2016

The conglomerate doesn't like it when women write or talk.

That's why the conglomerate attacks me for trivial things like copyright times. I don't publish ads and other things that are only a few words or images, all of which are designed to promote crime. I add copyright times at the ends of pages and videos because that tells people what time it was when I published them.

The fewer times per day that I feel I can publish something, the more tyrannical control the conglomerate has over my life.

It really is sad when people don't know how to talk and write.

December 20, 2016

I didn't think that I took my literacy for granted, but maybe I do.

Maybe I should start a blog for the most bizarre clothing that celebrities have worn to publicize their hatred of me.

December 20, 2016

I suppose it wouldn't have a lot of historical significance, other than to illustrate a way that people can lose perspective when they are motivated by hatred.

It's also sad how inarticulate and gross so many celebrities are. Fur. Years of fur. One gross, stupid joke is something that they think is funny and interesting for years.

Some of them even seem to think that there's a way to be something other than gross when you're publicizing someone's body hair. They seem to think that they're being flattering, the way that so many of them thought it was flattering when the conglomerate started to call me variations of c--- in 2010.

There are people who like being ignorant. It's unfortunate that so many of those people in the United States are celebrities.

What a warped mindset can cause someone to wear

December 20, 2016

That's a picture from a tabloid article that was published today.

How many thousands of dollars were spent for this ensemble, when the words "I hate you and I want everyone to know it" don't cost anything?

Is it real fur? If it is, then how many helpless, innocent animals were killed so that coat could be worn?

What does The New York Times like about being vicious?

December 20, 2016

Do you enjoy causing pain? Watching pain? Corrupting people? Do you like the feeling of ruining people's lives?

What causes you to sexually bully people every day for years? What causes you to lie about people? What about the rape of children; why is that something that you like to think about and want to do?

You like to cause and watch helplessness?

Monday, December 19, 2016

The American media is committed to destroying human rights.

December 20, 2016

There's no remorse; nothing.

They have watched me try to kill myself in my own apartment more than once. They are not going to stop bullying me until I'm dead.

This is what it's like.

December 19, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=j6bmZ8cVB4o

That's the address of a clip at YouTube called "David Rosenhan: Being Sane In Insane Places."

When you get out, it's no less painful than when you're there. You aren't alive anymore; you have the name and body and home and relatives and friends of someone who has died to the world. You don't even feel like you have the right to the things that you read and wore and wrote when you were that other person.

No matter how many people you leave or know, you spend the rest of your life worse than alone. There's no stigma about a human being that doesn't get cast on a mental patient, or a former mental patient. There is nothing that people do to you that they won't use your "instability" to excuse. The abuse is what makes people crazy; the years of living in a world that wishes you were dead.

Everybody, please stop mentioning me in movies and everything else.

December 19, 2016

I appreciate your support; I also appreciate your future consideration of my request that my fame not be exponentially increased.

Although I have had a terrible life in a lot of ways, sometimes I thought it would be all right.

Now, I think I'll be fortunate if I don't have a heart attack before I am 50. I am not joking.

The most helpful thing that anyone can do for me is to promote human rights and female equality.

I don't think that I am an individual target of misogyny.

December 19, 2016

If the conglomerate didn't hate women, I would not have gotten abused.

Hate for women is everywhere.

I am overwhelmed by mental and physical stress.

December 19, 2016

I can't stop people from bullying me, but I'm telling anyone who's reading this that I passed my threshold for it a few years ago.

The only thing that has stopped me from killing myself before is the hope that I won't be bullied forever. 2017 will be Year 7 of it, and I had already had a bad life before that in a lot of ways.

I can't do anything that's productive without the conglomerate ruining it. I can't work, I can't be at school, I can't have a safe place to live, or friends. The conglomerate ruins everything, and then acts as if it's my fault that my life falls apart over and over again.

Even if all of the bullying stops tonight, which I know it won't, the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me are never going to go away. I'm so dehumanized by the conglomerate that I'm treated as if that doesn't matter, or as if it's something that I deserve, or as if it's an accident instead of a horrible crime that's been deliberately and repeatedly inflicted on me, or as if I have some sort of obligation to be something other than devastated by it. People who did nothing to stop it and who now treat me as if the burden should be on me to show how strong I am instead of on everyone who has participated in it to stop acting like it doesn't matter are beyond arrogant.

Nobody is that strong, and nobody has the right to tell me how I'm supposed to live with my tragedies; certainly nobody who's part of what's caused my tragedy has the right to tell me that.

I have aged at least 15 years since 2010.

The physical problem that I started to have in September hasn't stopped; despite many doctor's appointments, exams and prescriptions, it is more painful than it was when it started. Every exam is traumatic because of what the conglomerate has done to me. I have avoided having another test because what's being recommended is even more physically invasive and I'll have to have anesthesia for it.

Many people and organizations who hack my phone are also reading my emails with doctors, and reading what I Google to get information, and they are publicly bullying me about it, including the Boston Globe which has called me dirty.

As I have said before, I have not had sex since I was 29. I was a virgin until I was 27. I have had sex with a total of 4 people in my entire life; they're not famous. I have also gotten tested for STIs that take years to manifest and I don't have those.

The conglomerate is INHUMANE. There's nothing that's being done to me that anyone needs to be doing; all of it is bullying.

No, you're the one who's LOL for people who know what real work is, for women who have self-respect, and for people who do valuable things with their time.

December 19, 2016

That's a picture of the profile for Nicola Peltz's Instagram.

You can have every guy at my school who harasses me if you want; I'd much rather that they write to you and to every other celebrity who bullies me than that they harass me. Talk about people who deserve each other.

I have to ask if the administration of Bunker Hill Community College is going to continue to act as if nobody at the school could or would harass me, while the school continues to get unprecedented millions of dollars only because of the publicity that I brought there by being a student.

Kryptonite for humans

December 19, 2016

I've spent 4 months trying to get work through the Massachusetts Rehabilitation Commission. I've been appropriate, aware and respectful.

They're treating me badly, and I got more nervous dealing with them today than I have gotten dealing with Presidents for 6 years.

The panic of being treated like you're crazy; you can't know what it's like until you've been treated that way. The panic is a reflex for people who have been treated that way before; I can control that panic in most situations, but being treated that way is the nemesis that you face again and again for the rest of your life, as soon as you have the stigma.

There's nothing that you can say when they have decided as a group how they're going to treat you. You also can't get upset the way that any normal person would. While being treated as if you are subhuman, you have to have a superhuman ability to know what they're going to do and say and to think of how to challenge what they have already decided to do, without being labeled as crazier.

They don't like to hear the word "No" from people whom it's their job to help; like many people who live and work in an imbalance of power that's in their favor, they think that No is their word exclusively and they never want to admit to being wrong.

I panicked so much that I was going to misspell the name of the person to whom I was sending an email today that I misspelled it. The entire email was flawless except for her name, which was the only thing that I panicked that I was going to misspell.

I'm 42 years old. I don't know if the panic that was instilled in me at 17 will ever go away.

They're not even threatening me with anything except not employing me, but the way that they're doing it, treating me like I'm stupid and that they know better than I do what I'm capable of and what my needs for support are; it's triggering the panic. They're not going to help me get work and then help me if someone harasses me at work; they're going to treat me as if the only work that I can do is the most menial work and that all I can hope to have is a job where I'll have to say that the videos online where I'm defending myself against stalkers so nobody abducts me are not what I'm like anymore.

I don't know if they think I'm crazy or if they know I'm not crazy; I don't know if they're afraid of me or of the people who are persecuting me. They work for the government; it's a government agency.

4 months; they've misled me and condescended to me for 4 months. It's why I decided to start school again; I realized that my attempts to get work from Mass Rehab were going to result in nothing but humiliation.

"Humiliation" is not even a word that I have allowed myself to use about how the conglomerate has treated me since 2010, because I know that the conglomerate wants to humiliate me and so I refuse to feel that way no matter what the conglomerate does to me or causes to happen to me. The conglomerate's behavior toward me, starting almost 20 years after I was first in a hospital, has hit against a soul that is mostly too weathered to care about the conglomerate's opinion other than to be concerned about the conglomerate's power and subsequent ability to harm me. The "you're crazy even though we're not saying that in so many words" routine from people who are supposed to be professional helpers of "crazy" people; although years of it is what weathered me to be able to endure other abuses, that specific abuse can sometimes still reduce me to gibbers, if it surprises me.

I want to make another contribution to the New York Times's investigation of mental illness.

December 19, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FzoXQKumgCw

That's the address of another potentially life-saving video, since this is how the New York Times has responded to my last contribution:

That's a picture of part of the first page of the New York Times's website.

I don't even object to print newspapers, other than that they probably kill a lot of trees that don't need to be killed. What I object to is being obscenely persecuted for years by dishonest and exploitative people who are truly ruining my life and the lives of a lot of other people, and who have no remorse about it.

Lionel Richie

December 19, 2016

These are pictures of a page that I wrote at my phone a few days ago and never published before today:

The writing after the caption is my response to her Instagram post. I don't think that what I said was bad, but she's impervious to it.

I know that your daughter is 18 and you can't tell her what to do. However, please ask her to leave me alone. I'm not doing anything to her, and I don't think that she's doing anything with her time except stalking me with Nicola Peltz.

That's a picture of one of Ms. Peltz's Tweets.

Did she run out of tears when she was 18? Is that why she tries to make other people cry them?

That's a picture of part of Ms. Richie's Instagram.

I want to make a contribution to the New York Times's investigation of mental illness.

December 19, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mFFGW8DLBrw

That's the address of a potentially life-saving video.

I won't even get this much human interaction; nobody needs to send a census taker to where I live, everything that I do is monitored.

December 19, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Baggglxw34w

That's the address of a satirical video at YouTube called "Census Visits Providing Shut-Ins Once-A-Decade Chance For Human Interaction."

I can leave my apartment, but I can't leave the conglomerate. When I talk to people that I meet in person, I know that I can't be friends with them; the conglomerate would ruin their lives the way that the conglomerate has ruined my life.

These were my other options for the movie clip that I added to a page that I published yesterday.

December 19, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6xps7YE4Hlc

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hCx8vHpKylU

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Hwq25suNMh4

I live an isolated, celibate life, and I have lived that way since 2010 because of the conglomerate's persecution of me. Despite my having proven every day that I'm not corrupt, there's never anything that I can do or say that stops the conglomerate's lies.

There's nothing that I can talk about that the conglomerate won't sexualize. There's no policy that I can publish for years that stops the conglomerate from attacking me. No matter how many times I publish the words "no code," the conglomerate attacks me for my copyright times, but the conglomerate also attacks me for supposedly doing nothing with my time, so I have the option of spending minutes or hours waiting to publish a page at a specific hour or minute for which I'll be less attacked, not doing that and being attacked for every copyright time, or doing that sometimes and then being attacked for pages for which I don't do that.

This abuse is inflicted on me by people who want the rape of women and children to be legal, so there's no reason to take it seriously except that they are people who can and have damaged lives and who don't care.

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, December 19, 2016 @ 8:23 a.m./I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again soon.

Sunday, December 18, 2016

I didn't think that Mr. Trump would nominate Mr. Tillerson.

December 18, 2016

That's why I didn't worry about it until it was too late.

It seems to me that Mr. Tillerson's confirmation is going to move Russia's significant influence in our government from covert to overt. No investigation of the hacking is going to stop that transition when he is confirmed.

Somebody needs to take the risk of being an alternative choice for Mr. Trump's Secretary of State nomination. I know it's a serious risk, and I know that Mr. Trump doesn't have a problem with defying people who don't always like his decisions, but I think that somebody has to offer to be that person.

Is nondissection a courtesy that Mr. Tapper extends to others or merely expects from them?

December 18, 2016

That's a picture of the first section of Jake Tapper's Twitter.

I don't need to attract or seduce powerful people to get them to listen to me.

December 18, 2016

My guess is that they listen to me when they have time, when they agree with what I'm saying, or when I am particularly articulate and convincing.

Privacy and sovereignty over one's own home are fundamental human rights.

December 18, 2016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YnjctxFyFLU

That's the address of a movie clip.

One of the policies at my preliminary page is that I don't choose excerpts for code purposes.

I have published that policy for years.

J.K. Rowling

December 18, 2016

Do you really think that you need to attack the entire state of Vermont for the rest of humanity's life?

I'm the one whom you dislike, aren't I, even though I never did anything to provoke your vicious behavior toward me.

If you feel that you have to call a wizarding school something that promotes prejudice and bullying, why don't you call it something that attacks the person whom you're bullying, and not an entire state?

You could call it "I hate Lena because she's poor and I can without getting into trouble" or "I hate Lena because she has a psychiatric history and I can without getting into trouble" or "I hate Lena because she was homeless and I can without getting into trouble," or even "The contract's already signed, there's nothing you can do about it and nobody's going to stop me from making millions that I don't need by being vicious."

Are you hacking my phone or is it someone who manages your Twitter who's hacking my phone?

Saturday, December 17, 2016

I'm not saying that there could never be a future when China and Russia are real allies of the United States and other democracies.

December 17, 2016

Unfortunately, at this time they are systematic human rights abusers and territorial aggressors, and they need to be confronted.

What if the next thing that China takes has people in it?

December 17, 2016

That's a picture of a Tweet at Mr. Trump's Twitter.

Aggression often happens by degrees. An aggressor tests to see what you'll tolerate.

Microsoft has a television ad that portrays 8th grade girls looking like adults and that uses code for voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

Everyone who has something horrible to say about me, The New York Times wants to hear from you.

December 17, 2016

That's a picture of part of the first page of The New York Times's website.

Do you have naked pictures from my past that you want to send to The New York Times? NO, YOU DON'T, BECAUSE THERE WERE NO PICTURES OF ME LIKE THAT BEFORE THE CONGLOMERATE BEGAN TO VICTIMIZE ME WITH VOYEURISM AND INVOLUNTARY PORNOGRAPHY.

As I said before, the nurse doesn't look as if she's starving; none of the staff look as if they're not getting fed.

December 17, 2016

How would you feel if you were living in a place like this?

The nurses's station doesn't look nearly as decrepit as where the patients have to live:

I also can't believe the total lack of consideration for all of the sick people who are getting videotaped when they are mentally incapable of consenting to having their vulnerabilities publicized.

The voiceover says "medication" over and over again, as if medication is the most important thing that these people aren't getting.

They are STARVING.

Nobody at the hospital is starving to death other than the patients, so it's not as if all of Venezuela is starving. If the hospital can't feed the patients, it's because the government doesn't care if the patients STARVE TO DEATH.

The pictures are of parts of "The Daily 360" video that the New York Times has at the first page of its website today.