I am happy for you that you have a girlfriend, but I feel like she doesn't need to wear my bathroom rug on the cover of a magazine.
Is that what happened, or is it a coincidence?
Do the hidden, illegal cameras in my apartment have not only audio but also color?
Copyright L. Kochman, May 18, 2017 @ 6:46 p.m.
May 20, 2017
I have to issue a correction; although you have both probably seen illegally filmed video in my apartment, the magazine cover is a reference to pictures of my apartment that I have at my phone in the album that I called "Not crazy," isn't it?
Do you know why I have that album? I have written about it at this blog. It's so that I could send the pictures to everyone in the Boston area whom I hoped might help me not have to move from this apartment. The album is of pictures to send to people to prove that I'm not delusional. How could someone whose apartment is that clean and whose grades are that good be so mentally disorganized that she delusionally thinks there are hidden cameras in her apartment?
Do you have any idea how many people didn't even care? You don't, do you? Doesn't everyone who wants to think that I have caused all of my own problems during all of my life also want to think that I could never succeed because I didn't feel like it, because I was lazy or selfish?
That's not what it's like. The stigma of mental illness causes people, including people who are supposed to be professional mental health care workers, ignore all evidence of the stigmatized person's capability. It's a living death sentence; it always was, and it hasn't changed that much.
It was not difficult for the people who installed the hidden, illegal cameras in this apartment, or in my last apartment, to say that I was crazy and have me thrown out. I know that everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth and who hasn't helped me wants to think that it's my fault that nobody in the Boston area stopped this eviction, but it isn't. "She's crazy" is a defense that is sickeningly treated as if it is acceptable in many more situations than you realize, particularly when the target is poor.
Copyright L. Kochman, May 20, 2017 @ 12:30 a.m./No code, all policies operative, all the time. I'll publish my preliminary page and similar pages again.
