I've been evicted from both apartments that I have had since 2013, for objecting to being victimized by voyeurism in those apartments. I was called a crazy liar and treated as if I'm a bad person in both of those situations. I was called a bad tenant whose "false" accusations ruined the tenant-landlord relationships, when what had happened was that I was the victim of the crime of voyeurism. I was taken to court. I had no real support from anyone; not from social services, not from legal services, not from anyone who knew that these weren't false accusations.
Even though I signed the lease for the apartment that I had from March 2016 to yesterday while dreading that what had happened at the apartment that I had from March 2013 to February 2014 would happen again, all I could do from 2016 to 2017 was helplessly be forced into every part of the process of it happening again. I knew everything that would happen, and yet there was nothing that I could do to stop it from happening. I tried to tell people whose profession it is to prevent homelessness what would happen and what we had to do to stop it. I tried to tell people who had ALREADY SEEN IT HAPPEN AT MY LAST APARTMENT that if they didn't tell anyone that I was telling the truth, I'd be homeless again. The people who cared didn't understand what I was telling them, and the people who knew what I was telling them didn't care.
There is nothing to stop this from happening to me again. There is nothing to stop people around me from being victimized by voyeurism where I have to live until whenever it might be that I can rent another apartment, which I don't think is going to happen soon. Most landlords don't want to rent to people who have housing vouchers, and they really don't want to rent to homeless people, and they REALLY don't want to rent to people who have Internet results that are pages of people calling them crazy.
There is nothing to stop the conglomerate from victim-blaming me to death, or to a life that is so horrible that I'll wish I were dead.
THIS IS ALL HAPPENING WITHOUT MY CONSENT! I WOULDN'T HAVE CONSENTED, WHICH IS WHY IT IS FORCED ON ME YEAR AFTER YEAR, EVEN THOUGH I'M SAYING NO!
Not liking someone is not a reason to abuse that person.
Copyright L. Kochman, June 1, 2017 @ 3:01 p.m.
