Wednesday, April 5, 2017

A lifetime of abandonment

April 5, 2017

I'm trying to do my homework.  It's difficult to care about it; my life seems so hopeless.

I don't feel like it's really the problem of the President or his family or administration if I lose my housing.  I have said that I want to be at a distance from politics and that I am not trying to be personally a part of the lives of people who are that powerful.  

What's more difficult for me to understand is how nobody else who knows that the voyeurism in my apartment is not a false accusation has told the property management's lawyers that it's not.  Even if I hated someone, I wouldn't hesitate to stop the person from being victimized if all I needed to do was to write an email or place a phone call.  It's difficult for me to understand why I've been victimized, in one way or another, and then forced to leave every apartment that I have had for 10 years, because nobody would help me when I needed help, despite my many requests for help before the inevitable crisis forced me to leave.  It's difficult for me to understand why nobody has ever offered to stop my being victimized by voyeurism and involuntary pornography.  It's difficult for me to understand why I have spent my life being treated as if I'm a bad person.



Copyright L. Kochman, April 5, 2017 @ 3:16 p.m.